Single Me

Today I am linking up with Kelly from Kelly's Korner for Singles Day!! and yes, I am one who is single.

So about me...

My name is Alice (nice to meet you) and I am 24 years old. I have been a nanny for the last six years and it has been the best job, I ever had. I love working with kids and watching these two girls grow up.I can't wait for the day I have my own.  I finally (yes finally) figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. So I am going to school for Phlebotomy. For those who don't know what that is, it the person who draws your blood. It sound gross but I love it.

 

(me and my friend's son)

I love Jesus with all my heart. I am not perfect by no means. I enjoy cooking and baking. Hanging out with friends and family. I love roadtrips. I enjoying watching any or going to football and hockey games.

                                                 (my friends Kel and Vanessa)

                                         (one of the girls, I watch (Mya) and her dog)
I'm not good talking about myself. I just looking for a guy who loves the Lord and will like me for me. I wanna do the same for him. Someone who want s a partner to enjoy life with. Someone who is fun. I want a guy whose want a relationship not a one time thing or whatever.

                                                       (my brother and sister)
I do hope there is someone out there for me. I do know there is. I might find him this way but I might not. I wish everyone the best of luck.

Hello...

Ok well, I haven't written in this blog for like 10 years. For real. It not like anything new or exciting things have happen since the last time I wrote but whateves, I gonna start writing again and maybe something cool will happen.

    So let’s just fast forward to June of 2011 (good place to start), I had a big breakup (no boy, haha) with a friend (no worries, we are good again) and I had to focus on something. I was sick of having no real focus in life and no good job. So I somehow found Phlebotomy and found a "school". I went there and try my best. I got an A in the class and got a Phlebotomy certificate. Well let’s just say it wasn't what I thought it was and it would get me nowhere. I freak the fuck out! It wasn't a good couple of week.
     My Dad works with someone who wife is a nurse at Hillcrest Hospital. She talked to the manager of the Phlebotomy department and worked out that He would give me job after I complete the program over at Lakeland Community College. Awesome but I live over an hour away from both, the hospital and college.  Panic mode! On top of that, the last day to registrar for classes was that day. Double panic mode! God knows what he doing that is for sure. Long story short, I got into the school and into the phlebotomy program. Such a God thing!!
     Also let’s make another story short, I moved to Euclid, Oh. Everything happen in two weeks! It was crazy, I wasn't the nicest person, I cried a lot, I slammed a lot of doors but in the end it all worked out. (sorry to everyone but mostly my mom)
    So I have been living in my new apartment for about two weeks and it great but not. I know, it just doesn't feel like home yet. Everything happen so fast, it a lot to work threw but I am getting there.

So that my story, I go to school, work sometimes and trying to save money well making sure there is food to eat. It different but a good life.

Well, hopefully I will write here at least once a week, you know in between papers. Ha!

Number 6

Number 6 is done.
It was....
"have hair short for awhile"

7 inches is gone, head is feeling much lighter.
Loving it.

No picture but it will come soon.

that it for now :)

5 and 2

Happy 5th Birthday to Mya!!

(i am a little late) You turn 5 on Feb 4 and I am so happy for you! You are such an amazing little girl, I am so happy I get to watch you grow up. I am one lucky nanny. I watch you crawl and now you are running circles around everyone. You are the sweetest girl in the world. I love you Mya, my little cupcake

and...

Happy 2nd Birthday Abby!!

Today in your day!! You are one crazy kid but you make everyone around you laugh. You are starting those terrible twos so we are all in for a ride especially your parents. You are super cute kid and I love you. I am glad I get to watch you grow up!!

Prone to Wander

I never had a strong faith, I still don't. Believe it or not, I still question if God if real or not. I am always 23 years old, shouldn't I have this figured out by now. I mean, I see his miracles in other people lives. I see him taking care of other people but I really feel like God forgot about me. Yes, I pray for certain things and I know he doesn't have to answer those things right away. But when I pray for those things for almost 3 years now and he doesn't give me anything, I feel forgotten.

I just want him to give me a reason for living. I just want him to show me my calling. I know there has, there has to be a purpose for my life. I feel worthless all the freaking time. I feel alone. I feel like there is no one behind me to catch if I fall.

I heard all my life, that God gives us our hearts desire but in his own timing. That can't be the answer for everything. It just can't be. I mean, if just seem like God likes seeing my hurting.

I just want a purpose.

Playing Catch Up

OK, so remember my post about 101 things in 1001 days. Yeah well, I have check off some but never blog about them. So here we go:

100. See Toy Story 3

I didn't get to see in the theaters, I had to wait until DVD. But I love it, Toy Story is just a great storyline and I would love to see more.

97. Get a new Car

Yes, I did. An 06 Chrysler Pacifica. When I brought it, it only had 6500 miles on it. Amazing right. I should have a picture of it but I don't. I really happy with my new car.

92. Spend all of my gift cards (seven) from this year (2010) before the year (2010) is over.

Well, I did and I got some really great deals. I mostly used them on black Friday. :)

91. See Vanessa new baby

Little Connor was born on Dec. 2nd 2010. Now is almost 2 months old and cute as can be. He gives his parents a hard time but they love him just the same. Big sister Abby is doing great at her new role.

66. Go to the Cleveland Zoo

(this is only half the goal but I finish the other half later) Vanessa and Kel and their kids and I went to this zoo, this passed week. It was cold but alot of things were indoors so it was amazing. We all had a blast.

62. Buy a second queen sheet set.

I did this also on Black Friday, there are aqua and fit in perfect with my bed. I love them, they are super soft.

50. In Nov. 2010, when my cell phone plan is up, get a GOOD phone.

Well I did, I got a blackberry bold. I love it. I never though I would have a smart phone but it amazing. I believe I did good.

Well, that it for now, hopefully I will do better this year. lol and I hope to have more pictures.

Thankfulgiving

So have blog in like 2 years, give or take a few. Oh well, I will start new...today.

Thanksgiving is not of one my favorite holidays but I do have things to be thankful like....

My family- I truly have the best mom, dad, sister and brother. I am very thankful that I get to call them my family.

My friends-the family that I choose. I am very thankful that I can call them friends and do silly things with them.

My job-I am very lucky that I have had this job for 5 years and I still am loving it.

Bruno-the best puppy in the world

Decisions that were made for me before I was born. If I wasn't adopted I wouldn't have the life I have.

My God-he loves me even when I don't deserved to be loved.

Small miracles that remind me everyday that life is worth it.

Many things but that all I can think of for now.

I am a very lucky girl.