Dear MTV

So I know Michael Jackson died and it a (kinda) sad lost but do you really have to talk and show videos about him for two (so far) straight? I mean come on, every freaking news station is talking about him, aren't there way important things going on then Michael Jackson.


He was a creep. (there I said it). He got a way with things that he shouldn't have, because he was acting like he was insane.

So, MTV, stop talking about him.


Also, Farrah Fawcett die that day too. She lost her battle with cancer, she was a dang good actress, she raised a lot of money for cancer, and she was a creep. You, MTV, should remember her too.



she was beautiful, inside and out.


signed,
Alice Nakles

Where to go?

I have lived in small towns all my life, always near a big city but never in one. I want that to change after college is done, of course.

The dream is, I finish college with a nursing* degree and get a job with the degree and it would take to the city ( but what city?).

New York City (?)

Chicago (?)

Washington DC (?)

Pittsburgh (?)

I don't know, I love them all so much and they all have different things to offer. But Ohio is getting lame and I don't really want to be much longer so I might leave before college is done and finish college in the new city, ahh the city.

*degree is still not decided so it can change at anytime.

A New Baby

On June 12, 2009 at 5:12pm, I became an anut.




His name is Connor Brantlee. 7lb and 7oz.
Mom and Baby are doing awesome.
They are home now and getting use to their new life.



I am hopping to meet him in July. Untill I will have enjoy pictures.


I love this little guy.

Being a christian or not

Jesus.

A Good man, right?
Yes.

Then why is so hard for me to completely trust him. I wish I could answer that. Some night, I just want to get on my knees and cry and pray to him but I don't I just go to bed or do something else. Why? Who knows.

I keep my heart so guarded, I am so afraid of being hurt. I know it part of life but I really don't want or need it. The main problem with keeping my heart so projected is, I don't let Jesus in. I just keep it all to myself.

I honestly don't know what to say but I know I need some change. A good kick in the butt would work.

Pray would work even better.

Body Parts

Let me face the facts:

I hate my body.
I am fat.
and it all my fault.

OK that done.

I am working on it, I am running a lot more and eating more healthy things but I not gonna lie, I do eat things that are bad for me. I know that I will never be skinny but I could at least loose 100lbs and be way for healthy. My Doctors say that I am not obese, so that good but I don't want to get there, I want to get to a happy medium.

But I always wonder if I get to that place where I am at a healthy weight, will I like my body then? Will I ever be happy with my body?

I really don't know, but I hope that I am.

only 99lbs to go.
oh my word!