I'm Back

So I know no one read this so I quit writing. But I am back. I have a cool idea and I hope you follow and maybe do it for yourself.

BFFs

Here the thing, I don't believe in bff (best friends forever) anymore. The reason be is because we don't know how we are gonna to change as a person.

When we are 1o years old or even younger, we don't know what kind of person we are gonna become.

Yes, I know some people are still friends with their high school, middle school friends. Good for them, it a blessing that it work out.

But seriously, people change and grow up, people don't stay the same.

I guess for me, it sucks that I had to learn the hard way.

Here to stupid friends and stupid friendships.
yeah right.

To Me

Happy Birthday to Me!!!
Hip Hip Horray!!!
22 years!!!

Here to other 22 years!!!

Remember Today

A year ago today, baby Cora with to be with Jesus. Please pray for Joel, Jess and new baby Levi, as I am sure today is a hard day for them.

Life is precious, Cora taught me that.

We all miss you Cora.

We all love you guys, Jess, Joel and baby Levi.

It Your Day

Today is your day, Mya!! Happy 4th Birthday!!! You are cute and adorable and my favorite four year old in the world. I so lucky that I get to be your nanny, it been amazing watching you grow up. Your Ice Skating party will be amazing, I know it. You are amazing kid, just keep on growing up amazing. I love you, lots and lots.

13 Days away

In 13 days, it will be Valentine's Day.
well, well, well, well....
Vday can kiss my ass.

I usually the person who say that Valentine's day is not just about couples, it about all the people that we love and people that love us. Well, I am sick of being single and I am sick of seeing couples. I am just sick of it.

I mean, come on, in all my 22 years (ok, 21 but I will be 22 on the 17th so close enough), I have never had a valentine. Usually guys break up with me right before Valentine's Day then get back when with me when it over.

I WANT ONE!!!

I just want true love, I really do.
Apparently, that way too much to ask for.



ok ok, I am done complaining. (for now)

Un-Happy New Year!!

In the beginning of 2009, I was so excited. I believed that 2009 was going to be my year. The year that I finally got the whole college thing, figure out. I was going to fall in love. I was going to travel more. I was gonna to find my place in the church. I was gonna to figure out my purpose. High hopes, I guess?



Don't get me wrong, 2009 wasn't horrible, it just wasn't what I though it should have been.



For 2010, I just don't care, I say with a chuckle. Because I don't want any hopes for this year, No, I don't expect anything at all. I do have hope for this year, I mean you gotta to have some hope, just a little. But I do believe nothing will happen. I believe I will be in the same place that I am now when 2010 is over.



I guess I don't expect anything from myself anymore, which is sad but it where I am at. My dreams and where I am at, just don't match and I am not happy with it. But I can't figure out how to change it.