Sunday, August 16, 2009

A Year-Long Effort.

Ones of my Goals, really the only one I kept, kinda, was to write my birth mother a letter every month. No questions asked, just telling her about my life.

It August and I haven't heard a thing back, I told myself and her if I didn't hear anything back by December, then I am done.

IT ALMOST DECEMBER!!!!!!

I want her and I don't know of any other way to tell her. I love her. She my blood, I never been able to say that about anybody. She gave me a chance at life. She will never be my mom, Sally is my mom and the best mom, but my birth mother, Lori, is sorta kinda my mom.

I mean how fucking hard is it to write a letter, or pick up the phone and even write an email. I mean how hard it that.

She slowing breaking my heart.

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