I don't like to feel emotional pain.
I push people away because I know I won't get hurt.
But now since I have done that, I am in more emotional pain then I think I can handle.
I know I need to let people back in. Love them as much as I can and Let them love me as much as they can.
The path I need to be on is the one that let me expect what people bring to the table. Good and the Bad.
The problem is I don't know how to get back on that path.
