In the beginning of 2009, I was so excited. I believed that 2009 was going to be my year. The year that I finally got the whole college thing, figure out. I was going to fall in love. I was going to travel more. I was gonna to find my place in the church. I was gonna to figure out my purpose. High hopes, I guess?
Don't get me wrong, 2009 wasn't horrible, it just wasn't what I though it should have been.
For 2010, I just don't care, I say with a chuckle. Because I don't want any hopes for this year, No, I don't expect anything at all. I do have hope for this year, I mean you gotta to have some hope, just a little. But I do believe nothing will happen. I believe I will be in the same place that I am now when 2010 is over.
I guess I don't expect anything from myself anymore, which is sad but it where I am at. My dreams and where I am at, just don't match and I am not happy with it. But I can't figure out how to change it.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
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