Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Being a christian or not

Jesus.

A Good man, right?
Yes.

Then why is so hard for me to completely trust him. I wish I could answer that. Some night, I just want to get on my knees and cry and pray to him but I don't I just go to bed or do something else. Why? Who knows.

I keep my heart so guarded, I am so afraid of being hurt. I know it part of life but I really don't want or need it. The main problem with keeping my heart so projected is, I don't let Jesus in. I just keep it all to myself.

I honestly don't know what to say but I know I need some change. A good kick in the butt would work.

Pray would work even better.

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