Body Parts

Let me face the facts:

I hate my body.
I am fat.
and it all my fault.

OK that done.

I am working on it, I am running a lot more and eating more healthy things but I not gonna lie, I do eat things that are bad for me. I know that I will never be skinny but I could at least loose 100lbs and be way for healthy. My Doctors say that I am not obese, so that good but I don't want to get there, I want to get to a happy medium.

But I always wonder if I get to that place where I am at a healthy weight, will I like my body then? Will I ever be happy with my body?

I really don't know, but I hope that I am.

only 99lbs to go.
oh my word!